Tuesday, 21 May 2013

Birthday Stud*

Happy Birthday to the most wonderful man, the most amazing father & the most cherished love of my heart, my hubbo boyf dimple king!!** A letter to you for your birthday sweetheart, to wish you all the happiness on your special day, but to blog about how grateful & lucky I am to have found you. First off, you blessed me with the most wonderful love in our children, I cannot imagine my life any different. Im not sure when I was young what I pictured for myself at 27 years old but I certainally hoped on hope that I would have found a good man to love me true & who I would love so dearly as I do you. I am so unbelievably blessed, astounded by the life we have together, how happiness is just so overwhelming when we have adventures as a family & how just loving you are to me even when Im being stroppy, tired or lazy :) I just love you with all of my heart babe. You are a brilliant daddy, the ultimate best fun player to our cherubs, a good team player in this parenting malarky & the softest mushy beaut when reading stories & putting Darcey & Jasper to bed. When I first met you I of course knew you had a young daughter, we spoke of her all night on New Years eve 2009, the way yopu spoke of her was so inspiring & loving, it gave me butterflies how passionate you were. New years eve was the first night we kissed. The day we now record as our anniversary :) <3 I left you for six months soon after to travel Australia & our love grew in such a muddled, mysterious way. We didnt see each other other than in photos for all that time, we spoke daily, our phone bills immense by the end of my trip. I came home for you, I cut my trip because I just needed to be with you, I missed you so much, I still remember that ache of missing you. It was the passion in our need to be together, finally we were & I moved in to your flat within the month of being home & have lived here ever since. We made it our home & its where we have raised these sweet angels we cherish. We havent had it as easy as it sounds but my god all the struggles & challenges we faced have sculpted our love & look at us now babe, I feel so proud that we are so strong as a team, so strong as a unity. I remember watching you in the hospital when Jasper was born & just feeling so calm, so secure & content & so overwhemingly in love with the family we created. I love your cute sad face you do, I love your dimples, I love your sleeping face, so calm & cute...I love when you hold my neck & cuddle me in, I love how funny you are, I love that you do press ups with chubby old me on your back, I love your muscles!! :) I love that you make me coffee even tho you hate that Im addicted to it, I love how fun you are with Darcey & Studley & how creative you are in games you play with them, I love the adventures you create...
'I love you' is so understated, the word doesnt mean enough, it doesnt express enough but I know you understand me truley. ILY 143 baby, our own special code, the words we know, we share that are equal to how we both feel. How beautiful is our life together baby, so wonderful. I hope you enjoyed you special day, being with you & Jasper was so lovely & chilled. I am so happy that you were able to speak to ducky too. I love you 143 baby, all my heart & kisses xxxx Wifey boo

Tuesday, 14 May 2013

tatty bumpkin

Just a quick post from a proud mummy. Jasper has pre-school now Tuesday morning 8.30-11 & Wednesday all day. He comes home drunk tired, he does so much there & loves it so much. Anyway today he done Tatty bumpkin yoga at school & the teachers were full of praise for him when I picked him up. He was confident, agile, extremely excited & happy to join in & a star...heart bliss** He is such a gorgeous fierce happy big boy now. Proudest mama!! I will get to see a video & pictures at parents evening in June so will try & get copies at least of the pics!! :):) <3 143

seaside smiles*

The bubb is sleeping & so I finally have time to note down some more wonderful memories we have created this month. The sun has been shining alot of late which is definately a recipe for more giggles, fun & exploring. Mainly to the seaside which we are super lucky to live a two minute walk from. The bubbas so love running in the low tide small laps of the sea & building sand castles, well Jaspey just mainly loves chucking wet sand & gettin stupidly mucky. This week we ventured down to the beach with towels, suncream, swim shorts, new bucket & spade & digger truck (poundland#woo). We were well prepared & had the most amazing afternoon just me & the stud. We have our bike out of the garage so cycled there. Got some lunch that we ate on the seaside & of course Jaspey got an ice cream the size of his head!! :) He paddled, sat, pretended to swim & jumped in the surf & had the best fun. I just watched blissfully content. I splashed him & ran & giggled with him & helped him write his name in the sand but unfortunalty my mobile phone had died so have no photo evidence but my heart will hold this day forever it was so brilliant. Its amazing how a soulful connection can genuinally overwhelm you. My love for my little boy just overspills my heart it really does. I must note though that this month we have seen a slight temper filter into Jaspers character. He doesnt tantrum hard or scream the house down, infact he's actually pretty crap at the whole strop/tantrum/meltdown scenario but he did say "My not happy, you make me cross mummy!". I hid my giggles & daddy walked away laughing. I decided a day of cake eating or sweets was not needed. I just said his & Darceys teeth needed a break, well obviously to a two year old this is shattering. Bless him* But again he has gained all sense of happiness that the sun seems to bring. We had an awesome time yesterday again heading to the seafront pirate park & we did bring swimwear but the wind was just too cold so we hid in our new favourite cafe by the park where mama had coffee & bubba had babychino ("my coffee mummy!") & a croissant. I read him some books & we just chatted it was surreal really he has such deep conversations now, has so many words in that amazing brain, so much knowledge. We then came home & sat in the back garden whilst Uncle Craig' new tortoise ran around like a loon keeping us on our toes (who said tortoises were slow was wrong, or is that turtles??) We sat in the sun for two hours, washed boo's bike & played with the tortoise, still un-named but according to Jasper is called Ironman!! His new obsession. He just loves all the Marvel movies & they have been on the tv recently so we recorded them & each day is breakfast with want for Ironman or Spiderman on the tv. He loves them. Well little boo got lucky as daddy decided to treat his little heman to an Ironman outfit just as good as the real thing!!! Pics to follow but my gosh he looks tooooo cute in his outfit. We had a good weekend with lil ducky too & got an extra night with her as it was a bank holiday. Again seaside fun was had, gettin bit repetitive but the kiddy winks do love it & me & Gary just acted like kids building castles ourselves. Perfect happiness** 143