My heart is displayed physically so often now as if the surge of bliss just consumes my body that I have to touch, kiss and hug my dears. I often do my best thinking lying with Jasper whilst he is asleep just stroking his back & feeling like electric warmth, inspiration and happiness is just radiating off him, sounds a bit too hippyish but I think most Mama's will get what I mean :):) It makes me need to hug him tightly, kiss his gorgeous head, his chin & his shut eyes. It gives me the urge to squeeze him awake just to have a quick exchange once more of I love you's. I just love him so overwhemingly.
I am so grateful for what I have, the lovely life I can enjoy & cherish. This blog post by Lucy at 'Dear beautiful boy' made me cry it hit my heart so much. Its as if my words were picked out of my brain & filtered so lovingly to someones more poetic, articulate words & then I just agreed nodding & crying tears knowing I feel so happy too, so in love with the life I have. Ive infact been told to that my posts here must be fabricated or elaborated as surely I have much more niggles, stresses & upsets as a family, especially a split family. But this inspired me, I am truley insanely happy with my blessing in my given, created,chosen family & I am writing from the heart & choose to be happy, end of...Anyway here it is in all its inspiring glory**
Choose to be happy, choose to be positive. 143**