Im a little
mushy to be honest, way too sensitive & overwhelmed by my emotions on every
occasion. So be it humour, events or adventures I post about it’ll have lots of
emotions, nicknames & underlying love.
Studley has
chicken pox to start the year off but even that has not fazed us. Im so happily
content in the joyous family me & Gary (baby daddy*) have created that for
me the start of a new year is just a date now. It used to mean so much to me,
whether a year would be good or not. Now hand on heart, my life is amazing. We have
set backs & problems along the way but these amazing critters that are mine
give us such brilliant love & happiness. Darcey went back to her mummys New
years day & we miss her so much as always. Jasper crys & refuses to
kiss her goodbye, poor boo doesn’t understand of course & she herself doesn’t
understand why Jasper gets to live with us but she cant. They are so happy to
be around each other, Jasper definitely clings to her & she loves being
bigger, faster & stronger than him & plays mama, picking him
up & gives him kisses sayin “u kk baby??” I spy on them when they play
together, he nearly always wants what toy she has & she nearly always gives
it up to him, she laughs at his snotty face & wipes it from his nose &
his eyes twinkle in awe learning from her how to play & use his imagination
to make their games even more exciting. They are just so cute together. They
have such a special bond considering they get such little time together as
brother & sister. When I fell in love with Gary I knew I would take on Darcey
with huge love in my heart & be a positive influence to her, so to be blessed with being this gorgeous girls step mummy is awesome. Proud doesn’t cut it when I think on our relationship. She is my little cherub
pie & I am her bum bum mummy Cara (her choice not mine!!) I teach her as
much as she teaches me. Were a team. We bake, we colour, we paint, we sing, we
dance (shake our bum bums), we have marshmallow fights & both love doing
art & crafts & know were really good at it :) We have girly days too which I cherish.
After our last girly day Darcey asked me why I loved her, such a spontaneous,
intrigued question from a 5 year old. I told her that when I fell in love with
her daddy I also gave her my heart & took on the role of being a special
friend to her & as our bond grew we became a family. She then said with her
little smile “Thank you”. She said she knew I didn’t have to love her but I did
& she thanked me, my heart was solid gold that day. I have the greatest
most inspiring bubbas* 143
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